Blog 16 Stress relief

Stress, the one most hated thing in my life, and i bet everyone else’s as well. I have those times when i just wanna curl up in a ball and just stop ever thing and just close m eyes and think letting everything pass around me, just sticking to my self. My surefire way of relieving stress that is legal, would be one of many but it is mainly listening to music and writing poetry, when ever i listen to music, i just feel like dancing, and i dont know if i heard this correctly, but what music does is mess with your rhythmic heart beat it’s like this ( in a rave/club the music is made to dance to, our heart has its own rhythmic patterns, those beats of that music throws the patterns off beat, causing some type of endorphins t release from our body’s making us dance, this applies to all music) so in this situation that happens to me and when i write it’s as if my emotions are “high” so to speak and i begin to write what comes to mind, letting it all out. Then after its over with i just review what i wrote, and majority of them flow, and tie together, but when i write it’s just comes out. Thats my sure fire way

Blog 15 Assessing ourselves

Have i changed since January? idk but since the beginning of june maybe, but in my opinion it takes time for someone to change in a short amount of time i’m not so sure, but i might be wrong, for myself surprisingly enough i have changed. Since i started this class, not only is it my first ACTUAL college class, it was fairly eye opening, it kind of told me “hey wake up you dumbass”, it hit me that i was taking classes stupidly up until now and i needed to shape up. I have increased my studying habits somewhat, what i wanted to achieve was mainly to grasp the studying concept and i have. I’m actually really happy, though i doubt my grades reflect my studying habits, its a work in progress like my grades, which both need to be RAISED real quick lol. Overall i felt really disappointed in my self, i kind of hoped for that super hero transforming moment when i like throw off my shirt in my room and just start going crazy on my piece of paper becoming like a Einstein on paper, sadly it didn’t happen, but i guess some aren’t just made to be the super hero.

Blog 14: Enlarging Your World

http://www.copyblogger.com/10-blogging-questions/

1. How quickly can my readers understand what my post is about?

I doubt they can read what i put, due to it being based on question for an english class at richland, but i guess my grammar is okay, actually who am i kidding it’s crap, and i admit it, i’m still working on it, and yes it’s a MAJOR work in progress lol

2. Does my blog offer something novel or unexpected?

I guess it would be unexpected, due to it being my random life being put out there, and this blog experience kinda brought back my passion of writing poems back into my thoughts and heart and mind, and it’s making want to make my own blog for personal rantings and an excuse to relieve my stress in a healthy way, if this is even considered healthy

3. How helpful is my content?

helpful would be a understatement it’s useless, obviously it doesnt have any type of bond thats touched the reader, if i have any readers.

4. Why should my readers trust me?

Honestly, they don’t have to its what i always say “i dont trust the person if they come up to me all smiling and happy, those are the ones i stay a close eye on, but it’s the one thats scared to come up to me, those are the ones i can trust.”

5. Does my content speak to people on a human level?

human, duh, i mean it’s not fantasy, though i have times that i embellish on things, i think ‘m a pathological liar lol, but ya…it’s a human level i guess

6. Is my post easy to read and scroll through?

yes, sadly they are, because there relatively close to the 250 word limit, but yes i think a blog post shouldn’t be extraneous cause no one likes reading over written blogs, unless they do then i stand corrected

7. Does my content cover what needs to be discussed or answered?

yes, i think i cover a basis of whats needed to be told.

8. Am I revealing enough information about my topic?

i think i reveal a bit TOO much, about the topic, better yet myself due to that being the topic, but a guess no one would know me if i kept everything to myself

9. Am I fulfilling my readers’ expectations?

what readers? lol

10. Am I reaching out for support?

support, no, i’m no organization but fans would be helpful, i think they would motivate me to write more, kinda like subscribers but on a written scaled instead of the youtube scale

Blog 13 Connecting

I was reading Patrick Tahu’s if i were brave entry, and just one word it was wow, it hit me on like 5 different levels 2 of which i can’t even begin to explain, it was great. It related to me tremendously, to me i took it as me not being able to say anything right or wrong, but when i want to say something i just cant or i just dont know what to say so instead of saying anything or nothing, i just sit somewhere sulking and thinking what to say. But instead i just see everything around me, so happy and upbeat, but i’m stuck in this pit of disappear . I really loved his entry, i really connected and it inspired me to write my own poem in response of his.

Great writing Patrick Tahu

Blog 12: Great films

my movie would have been 1991 – Silence of the Lambs, but i already saw this horror movie, which by the way was awesome so i chose my moms year 1968, yes shes 41…

ok back to the topic Oliver! okay i know this may sound really rinky dink, but i cried ok the thing with me, is whenever i watch a movie, i always place myself in the protagonists shoes, it’s sort of a habit to help me get the character down, and so i can comprehend the story better. An orphan working his way up out of that shit hole of a home they claimed it to be, and actually becoming a pick pocket-er, if that didn’t make any of society cry, i dont know what would, cause that got to me, but it wasnt just sadness, happiness when he triumphs, and joy when something funny is done. Overall it just tingled all my emotions ( if tingled is the right word to supply there) it was truly a great musical type movie. It was truly a fantastic movie, highly recommended by any and ever person who reads this blog, not the updated Oliver Twist but Oliver!

Blog 11: Soundtrack of My Life

Waking up: Ace of Base – I Saw the Sign (whats funny is whenever i wake up i jam to this song, and randomyl start jumping around, it wakes up me)

First Day of School: GoldFinger – Superman (this is the best song to get hype to, trust me )

Falling in Love: My Chemical Roman – Welcome to the Black Parade (i have no memory >.< )

Fight Song: Jason Marz – I’m yours (LOLLL, worst fight song)

Breaking Up: Rhianna – Take a Bow ( I swear this was coincidence, cause this is my break-up song i listen to)

Prom: Jordan Sparks – One Step at a Time

Life: Jars of Clay – Waiting for the World to Fall (PREACHING to the choir)

Mental Breakdown: Aqua – Cartoon Heroes (i have my moments when i just mentally break down for fun, and aqa is the band to help completely lol)

Driving: Fergie – Glamorous (ironically, in the music video she has drivers for her lol)

Flashback: Bloodhound Gang – That Bad Touch (Discovery Channel)

Wedding: Nickelbak – Far Away

Birth Of Child: Mariah Cary – Touch my Body ( touching + both sexes = a baby , so this does make sense in some way O.o? )

Final Battle: Marie Digby – Say it Again (how does a love song deal with a final battle LOLLL

Death Scene: New Found Glory – Forget my Name ( ironically they say dead withing the first 3 lines of the first verse)

Funeral Song: Sir-Mix-Alot – Baby got back ( i like this choice for a funeral song)

End Credits: Ne-Yo – Wife her ( and the guy ends up with another girl for his wife lol)

Blog 10: Cleaning House

• So after an extensive cleaning of my room, i decided i’ll leave my drawers alone so i can do this blog post, lucky enough i read the blog before COMPLETELY cleaning my room lol, but ya so after cleaning my drawers i found so much old stuff, my child hood club called jbq (junior bible quiz) a child club at my church that like teaches us bible facts and we can compete and yada yada, found out it’s informative but wasted much of my childhood now that i think of it. I also found a really really old love letter as badly as i wanted to qoute it in this blog post, as a 4th grader we learned LOTS of early perverted sayings and phrases, some thats were beyond normal back then, so i’ll leave them to imagination … >.< but ya she was my first “love” if love is even comprehensible at that young of an age, but ya we did everything together practically recreated the bond as a husband and wife, we even had “pretend sex” when we played doctors office, boy did my teacher have a heart attack catching us under the jungle gym lol. After digging all this stuff out of my room kinda brings back good memories, and some bad but it kinda helped me reminisce

Blog 9: When I grow up

When i was young what i wanted to be when i grew up, was a astronaut, ya i know like every other kid in thsi damn world i was one of them, but the thing is mine wasn’t the motivation to learn about extraterrestrial aliens or new comets and what not, but it was for my persoal look on the world as if i could see the entire creation from a far not threw a program (google earth) or some picture (nasa). SO, as i grew up i did alot to become what i dream pt only for, living each day as it came and happened i strived to become the dream, pretending to hold my breath and run as fast as i can were my “training exercises” those soon died quickly, and my job occupation shifted to become a doctor due to my lack of motivation of running every day and become fit lol, this was a a dream that was strong with-in me helping others always was a strong suit of mine, but that changed AS WELL  but not i’m choosing to become a nurse, i can still help people and i get more of a relation with the people. Some ways of bringing these dreams back into my life probably could be like joining the nasa camp during the summer (i’m too old for it in my opioion) or joining a medical club (which i was looking into)

Blog 8: In the news…

a 19 year old woman was beat, took pictures and escaped and gave the pictures to cnn. Supposedly, they were told not to protest and as the group began to turn around and run away instead of walking, the army group, began to attack them mercilesly beating them. They were just proteststing, this story affected me alot, i’m lucky enough to have freedom of speech “if its even absolute freedom or not” but i wouldnt get beat for protesting, maybe scolded but thats at most. Most stories affect us each because we kind of empathize for the person or persons in the situation.

Blog 7: Self Destruct

Self destructing with me is not as normal as it should be, i tend to create a small pet peeve into a humongoues issue, but at times my huge amounts of anger bursts errupting into one big angry moment is justifiable (is that a word [ lol ] ). For instance my sister shes the nicest sister i have out of the two but sometimes she can be really nasty and not even notice, she has a disgusting issue with popping her toes though she’s stopped she used to do it continusily and well it ticked me off alot, another issue of hers is chewing with her mouth open as well as it being a common curtosiy to chew with your mouth closed, no one wants to hear smacking noises out of something thats dirtier than a dogs mouth!!! but anyways back to the main topic at hand. It was a night like any other but i stayed up later than usual, and she was in the upstairs living room and she wouldnt stop singing when my show was airing, and well it was annoying and one thing led to another and we began to yell back and forth, dad woke up, AND long story short i got in trouble in the end, the reason being “past 3 am i needed to sleep” what a load of BS!